i have some very dear friend that are very close to my heart. and i care vey much about these people and they know who they are. there is one in particular that has been there for me thru the worst of it. she kept me fom taking a long walk a few times and kept me from doing SI more than once. now it seems as if weve drifted aart laey becaue i have more friends and support and she doesnt want to bring me down. she told me this today and started crying havent been able to stop since. you know who you are, quit lurking inhe shadows. come back out in the light so ican see you.