Frustrating, was doing okay but tonight all went to hell. Getting too worked up with the pain, took meds but not working too well. how can things go from not so bad to unbearable so quickly. just want to scream, run, hide and blank the mind. So if this was meant to help, how is it exactely helping when I'm worse now than I was. When I can't do the things I was doing before. Thinking i made the wrong decision, story of my life.