Don't know if you remember me, but I was here in September, 2010, as a 14-year-old. I was really suicidal and was about to commit suicide but was hospitalized against my will. I stayed there for 2 days. Now I'm soon 18 years old. I have autism and I the last two years I've been in a special needs school, but now I've started in a "normal" high school which feels very good. I'm really different than most people but I don't care anymore. I still have problems with communication and interacting with people. But I am fine and am treated very well by others. They finally seem to understand me more! I have not been suicidal for three years now. I am happy every day and I don't need an assistant wherever I go anymore (only to school). There is hope for everybody! Don't give up!