It's like I'm in a state of constant fear. When I sleep I dream of horrific events.
When I'm awake, my heart races like doom is coming for me.
I can't breathe, my thoughts are scattered and I hear many voices all talking at once.
I can't seem to escape this.
What is this? How do I make it stop? Do I embrace it or try to figure out why it's happening?
So many questions. Unanswered. Maybe no answer to.
It hurts yet I deserve it. But why do I deserve it? My head throbs like I'm being hit repeatedly with a sledgehammer. But I deserve it, don't I?
Where is joy? Where is happiness?
How do I make peace? Is this happening for a reason? If so, what is the reason? It's reoccurring. When it happens I can't pinpoint why it could be happening. My dreams are vivid. There's a faceless being always there.
Who is it? What does it want? What does it want.from me? Do I awake before it can show me? Am I subconsciously running from it so I wake up before finding out ?
I'm so confused. I'm so tired. How do I make it go away?
When I'm awake, my heart races like doom is coming for me.
I can't breathe, my thoughts are scattered and I hear many voices all talking at once.
I can't seem to escape this.
What is this? How do I make it stop? Do I embrace it or try to figure out why it's happening?
So many questions. Unanswered. Maybe no answer to.
It hurts yet I deserve it. But why do I deserve it? My head throbs like I'm being hit repeatedly with a sledgehammer. But I deserve it, don't I?
Where is joy? Where is happiness?
How do I make peace? Is this happening for a reason? If so, what is the reason? It's reoccurring. When it happens I can't pinpoint why it could be happening. My dreams are vivid. There's a faceless being always there.
Who is it? What does it want? What does it want.from me? Do I awake before it can show me? Am I subconsciously running from it so I wake up before finding out ?
I'm so confused. I'm so tired. How do I make it go away?