Frozen

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by The Unforgiven, Nov 4, 2010.

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  1. The Unforgiven

    The Unforgiven Well-Known Member

    why am i here?..
    what purpose does my existence serve in the grand scheme of things?..
    or for that, in any scheme of things?
    i dont want to move the earth off its axis.. quite the opposite.. would be more than happy just living..
    i am not living.. i am just existing..
    i just am..
    unlike the little pebble on a shore, i feel...
    but again, just like that chip of stone, the waves pound me relentlessly.. again and again.. grinding me down with every blow..
    will i crumble?.. will i fade away?.. will i cease to be?..
    i certainly hope so...

    but right now..

    Im frozen.

    The castle of ice i live in
    is beautiful, cold, unfeeling.
    The barriers around my heart
    are delicate, strong, unyielding...

    Banished myself to solitude,
    i do not live but exist..
    like dew drops on a lily which
    an ice maiden has kissed.

    What warmth can i seek here, what love,
    when warmth is my world's bane?..
    These silent walls speak so loud,
    against any hope, profane..

    Extinguished thus in the dark i am,
    probably will be forevermore,
    Till i melt away into an ocean of sorrow,
    but am frozen by the lonely shore...


    yusra.
     
  2. boo

    boo Well-Known Member

    Sorry you feel this way. Very sad poem. :sigh:
     
  3. sunshinesblack

    sunshinesblack Well-Known Member

    the mood in your poem reminds me of this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KbpuQaSfnfI ... one of my fav songs, but so sad, it makes me cry sometimes

    hope the sun will eventually melt your icey walls and remind you u r not a pebble

    :hugtackles:
     
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  4. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    hello hurtlilkittykat!

    your poem was nicely written, liked it. your username and avatar are so sweet and sad.

    here are some nice hugs!

    :hug: :hug: :console:

    hope you feel better soon hurtlilkittykat!!!!!!
     
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