Well I suffered with something this weekend....lots of depression and anxiety. I don't mind if people want to hang out with one another, I don't mind that at all. If I'm in a room with you though I doubt I'll say that much though because I suffer with social anxiety. I hardly even say anything if people even say anything to me and I hate how I'm like this. I got away from my house and I thought I was going to be having a lot of fun and instead I got very depressed and cried a lot. I ended up suffering with social anxiety and barely saying anything when one of his friend's came over and played a videogame with one one of my friends. It made it look like I hated the person, but I didn't hate the person at all. I'm just very awkward and shy. If someone was to talk to me and ask me this, I would explain this to them. My friend ended up trying to speak to me and I didn't respond because I was still paranoid and the one thing that I was paranoid about was that "I was being made fun of." I'm not sure why but everytime I see a cell phone or people in a group together talking and they look over at me, I immediately think that their talking about me and making fun of me. I'm not sure why this is either. I've been made fun of for so many years too and it caused me with nothing but depression. There was even a time where I had nothing but suicidal thoughts. I suffer with PTSD as well and bipolar and social anxiety which I know of. My friend and I ended up getting into a fight a little bit while I was here, however that was over other things. I think I need time to clear my head or something. Right now I feel so stressed out though and I'm worried that my friend and I will stop speaking to one another too. All I've been doing is crying all week long and I'm so sick and tired of it.