it is after 1.30am, and i am still not asleep. on the couch again, my bed is still not dry (stupid hot water bottle) have to wait a few days til i can make it back up. pinched nerve in back and cant move, so glad have laptop in front of me, seems to be my best friend never anything on TV at this time which sucks and i cant get up to put dvd on, so stuck with a stupid game show. mind is racing voices are strong and hard alters have been out sister is online but not there at the moment so cant talk to her until later. so so so sore so confused dont know whta doing didnt sleep last night so feeling out of it now'