so...here is my life in a nutshell. My step dad is an abusive mother f*cker with strange sexual tendencies who seems to enjoy handcuffing me to the fence in our yard for a day or two at a time. My friends all seem to be mad at me because i'm staying there, but there really isnt much i can do about it. Shane, the guy i was with, got out of rehab october 18th and never called me. So im with Andrew now. He's a sweetheart, dont get me wrong, and i really love him. But its not helping me get out of my current living situation. so...how do i get them to stop being mad at me for something i have absolutely no f*cking control over? do i beat them with the stupid stick? Naw, i cant do that...so what the hell am i supposed to do? I cant get through this without my friends but i seem to be loosing more and more of them by the day. Even people that i met on here dont talk to me anymore, except for Grinded Serenity (*hugs for grinded serenity*)...but other than him, they have all just disappeared. Its like they know that there is nothing i can do about any of this so they dont see the point in talking to me anymore...the stupid f*ckers...sorry, no offense intended. so...seriously...what should i do? i dont want to leave Andrew here...but i know i have to leave. But i also have no where to go...so f*ck...what do i do? seriously, someone please tell me...cuz im freaking confused. I have no where to run to unless i want to walk my skinny white ass to a different state to stay with god only knows who and then i would be risking putting myself in an even worse situation, although i dont know if thats possible...So...GRAH!!! Im frustrated.