Im soooo fucking ugly fuck my life seriously.. I dont know what to do im turning 19 next month my grandmother is coming to see me.. Last time she saw me i looked good but now i look discusting and old god is fake i grew up being christian ive prayed and prayed asked for one more chance but now i finally realize that god is fake !! Ive changed the way i think, im not the same person as before, im trying to do positive things but im getting uglier everyday seriously.. Everyday!! Fuck life fuck destiny fuck everybody fuck everything i wish i could die in my sleep theres nothing nobody could say to me that will make me feel better.. Im soo fucking ugly im going crazy !!