Fuck all of you i got it worse

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by FkMyLife, May 10, 2011.

  1. FkMyLife

    FkMyLife Active Member

    Im soooo fucking ugly

    fuck my life


    I dont know what to do im turning 19 next month

    my grandmother is coming to see me.. Last time she saw me i looked good but now i look discusting and old :(

    god is fake

    i grew up being christian ive prayed and prayed asked for one more chance but now i finally realize that god is fake !!

    Ive changed the way i think, im not the same person as before, im trying to do positive things but im getting uglier everyday

    seriously.. Everyday!!

    Fuck life fuck destiny fuck everybody fuck everything i wish i could die in my sleep

    theres nothing nobody could say to me that will make me feel better.. Im soo fucking ugly im going crazy !!
  2. NightRain

    NightRain Member

    So.. You THINK you have it worse, coz you THINK you're ugly??
    Righto then..
  3. Kaos General

    Kaos General Well-Known Member

    Im 27 so almost 9 years older, im ugly but i deal with it and my liver needs replacing so you still maintain you have it worse? Have a look on this site, im sure their are also people who have it worse than me.
  4. nolonger

    nolonger Well-Known Member

    why do you think your ugly?
  5. Right U R Ken

    Right U R Ken Well-Known Member

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  6. the masked depressant

    the masked depressant Well-Known Member


    theres nothing nobody could say to me that will make me feel better.. Im soo fucking ugly im going crazy !!

    can i say something?

    i believe you don't really mean that- if you really meant it, you wouldn't be posting here looking for support.

    and i hope you stick around.. there are a lot of nice folks here
  7. black orchid

    black orchid Well-Known Member

    I wish ugliness was the only thing i had to think about
  8. FkMyLife

    FkMyLife Active Member

    im selfish for saying that,

    but im 19 this is suppost to be the prime of my life, but its my all time low

    my mom wont even look at my face

    i think feeling ugly is the worst feeling to have

    its driving me away from my sister that is 14 and this is the time when she needs me the most

    i just dont know what to do

    the only time i go out is when i go buy liquor and ciggaretts to drink by myself in my room

    i have a whole bunch of people wanting to see me but i dont want to be seen

    all there going to say is "wow what happen to that guy"

    i dont even want to take showers

    im losing my mind i dont know what to do

    im in a desperately need of help

    im lost..
  9. FkMyLife

    FkMyLife Active Member

    i truely believe that from the bottom of my heart.. i dont even know why im posting.. probaly because im seeking attention. i dont know bro, im just frustrated
  10. Push

    Push Well-Known Member

    :hug: We all get frustrated.
  11. In Limbo

    In Limbo Forum Buddy

    I'm 22 fella, if there's one thing life teaches you - and can teach you very suddenly - is that if you stick at this thing called life, there's so much more time than you think.

    I'm not a looker, I'm physically disabled, battle depression and lack of motivation and at times a crushing sense of loneliness - but I know that I can come through the dark times.

    Stay and talk to us - it's wrong to say you've got it worse - and that goes for anyone on this site - because if you're on this site - you know that sense of desperation/agony...but that doesn't mean that you're feelings aren't justified...

    Drop me a line sometime fella,
    It's good to talk
  12. NoMoneyToPlease

    NoMoneyToPlease Banned Member

    Say your piece my friend.
    Speak your mind.
    This is the let it all out section...let it all out. :)

    No need to justify your words or apologise.
  13. ConfusedSilence

    ConfusedSilence Well-Known Member

    If it's any consolation, you aren't alone in the way you feel.