They complain when my fucking depression FORCES me to miss college. Don't the motherfucks get it? WHEN I AM DOWN IN THE FUCKING DUMPS, HAVING HAD NO SLEEP, NO FOOD FOR 24 FUCKING HOURS, AND AM ON THE BRINK OF SUICIDE, I CANNOT FORCE MYSELF TO THE FUCKING PLACE! I could get these qualifications right this moment without breaking a fucking sweat anyway. Attending lessons to learn shit that I already know won't actually help me though I'll continue to do it provided I'm alive. People are morons.