I hate this fucking shitty pathetic life. I don't don't know what to do anymore. I just failed my goddamn calculus test. FML I might as well just written "I'm a fucking idiot" on it and turned it in. It went that fucking bad. Also, my parents aren't going to my Graduation. They're not proud of me. And if they don't care why would anybody else? Why would anybody care about what I do? Who gives a damn about my failures or accomplishments? I don't care about anything anymore. I just want to give up. I want to end this goddamn misery and uncertantiy.