Everyday, people harass me. There is nothing worse than seeing the girl that you've had a crush on since eighth grade flirt with another guy then say "Who's Trevor?" when passing out papers for the teacher. I constantly think of violence now. Homicide and suicide. I didn't want or ask for the fight that these pieces of shit have taken up with me since I first entered school. I've moved about six times and have gone to six different schools including the school I'm at now. All I wanted was to be liked. God fucking damn it. I know that guys aren't supposed to cry but I just spent the last hour in tears. My glasses got broken again in gym by some asshole. The only reprieve I get is for about 45 minutes a day, four friends and I play DnD at lunch. It's literally the only time of day people aren't making comments about me or tormenting me. I feel like taking my parent's pistol and putting a bullet in my brain. Why me? I didn't do anything to them and even though I've moved several times nothing has changed ever. Even outside of school at my job at Target, the other employees (aside from about three) just flat-out ignore me completely. I've given up trying to be friendly with them. This subforum is for rants so there you go. I hate society.