FUCK!!! I jsut self harmed

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Darkness Inside, Nov 14, 2010.

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  1. Darkness Inside

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    I haven't self harmed in one year, I jsut now did it. Dammit. I am so stupid...
     
  2. liz

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    I'm sorry. I did it last night too. Just try to breathe, walk away, and start working on another year of not doing it again.
     
  3. Darkness Inside

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    I know it sucks but if felt so damn fucking good. I'm not sure I can step away I felt such relief. I've been trying to prevent myself from cutting recently by scratch hing myself with a sharp piece of plastic.
     
  4. Darkness Inside

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    Did it with the Swiss army knife the damn one with the blade that goes out that angles down sharply damn thing digs into the skin. Takes no effort
     
  5. Darkness Inside

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    There puffy probably not a good idea to use a blade that still had blood on it. Oh well if its infected
     
  6. liz

    liz New Member

    Maybe get some neosporin or some other antibacterial stuff?
    I know it feels good. I got really carried away last night and cut myself 63 times. (I counted this morning.) But just try to remember the reasons why you quit in the first place. Or try to distract yourself, maybe put a good movie on or go for a jog.
     
  7. Darkness Inside

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    Using saliva lol, I just put on a funny show, but with my knife by me but out of view
     
  8. HopeIsAlive

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    No no cut lol. I quit too but then got really pissed and bruised myself pretty badly. I stopped though right away and I'm back to being sane. Whenever you feel like self harming, do something else and go to sleep if its night or go to other people so you can stay busy. Night is the worse times for self harming because that is when you'll go crazy with it. Remember either sleep, or people, or keep really busy without hurting yourself. What caused you to break?
     
  9. Darkness Inside

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    Anger bottled inside me for too long.and nothing to.let itnout I hate sleeping as well
     
  10. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    NO don't use saliva...that can cause infections..our mouths have the most amount of germs in them...
    someone I know licked a wound and got the flesh eating bug thing
    use a proper antibacterial agent....you don't want to lose a limb through infection and cause yourselves more pain
     
  11. Darkness Inside

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    I used saliva because it has enzymes and enzymes take out bacteria I don't really feel like getting up either
     
  12. Robin

    Robin Guest

    I knew someone who used to drink Listerine Mouthwash, you can do it, some prolly will, like any advice on the net, if you have a medical issue support is fine, treatment is best left to the docs though :)
     
  13. Darkness Inside

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    Eww last time I accidently swallowed that I gagged like hell and vomited
     
  14. Darkness Inside

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    Better get used to SI im going to be doing it... over and over *stares at a bloody knife*
     
  15. BrokenSpirit

    BrokenSpirit Active Member

    Having a psych issue does not make you stupid, it means you need help and a better coping mechanism. Try the ARK method, one Act of Random Kindness a day will keep the razor blade away.
     
  16. Tray

    Tray Well-Known Member

    You speak as if you have given up. Just accepted yourself and your faults. Well that may be good but because your posting here you obviously deep down dont wanna expect this. You can always change when you want to. Just don't give in.
     
  17. Darkness Inside

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    Don't have the knife anymore feel dizzy if o don't si, now bite myself not even close as effective
     
  18. Darkness Inside

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    Hehh... cuttign myself wouldnt help now. Now I just want to kill myself and get over this fucking thing.
     
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