Fuck it all

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Kaos General, Sep 19, 2010.

  1. Kaos General

    Kaos General Well-Known Member

    I am a god damn asshole to people sometimes and that doesnt sit well with me. I dont like upsetting people but at the same time i dont like being ignored. Its a catch 22 situation and i fucking hate myself for it. I get jealous and paranoid and angry and god knows what else all at the same time. i dont like feeling like this at all. I just want people to be straight with me i guess. I had an amazing weekend with an amazing person and its like i cant say anything because it will upset people. I over analyse things when i know i shouldnt. Things i wanna say i cant because i will upset someone.

    I want my brain to stop thinking. I just wanna enjoy this feeling. Im happy but im guilty and i hate that. Why should i be guilty after all thats happened, but yet guilty i remain.
     
  2. Domo

    Domo Well-Known Member

    Wayne, what's this all about?

    PM me if you wanna chat.
     
  3. Kaos General

    Kaos General Well-Known Member

    Im on msn if your about
     
  4. Domo

    Domo Well-Known Member

    I'm at work, can't :(