i have screwed my life beyound repair already and i want to just start over. i want to be someone else, start life over from the beginning. i swear i'll do it right this time. i'll be happy and strong and successful. i won't be scared. i just want another chance. i don't think i'm a bad person. i want to wake up tomorrow and be at the beginning of my life again. i'd do anything for that. that's what I want.