Fuck life. I am done. I am invisible, they will all get over it and go back to their lives anyways. fuck them. I am done and I will be free. no one can stop me, I feel so good right now, the end is near, I will be free. finally, that is glorius, just a few more hours and I ll be gone. Goodbye cruel world, all I ever wanted was love. But taht was not in the cards for me, no need to keep deluding myself, this is my choice, and it feels right, true and good. Damn, xanax and alchol ae amazing, i feel so much better.