Fuck it -May trigger

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by white, Dec 24, 2008.

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  1. white

    white Well-Known Member

    Why cant I find a place to fit in
    Why do I not have any talents that stand out from everybody else
    Why does everybody at school look down on me
    Why does my own fucking family feel sorry for me
    Why do I give a fuck
    I could end it and inject 15 mg of air in my veins
    I could overdose on sleeping pills
    I could cut my arm so deep that it bleeds black blood
    Why do I have to be so damn ambitious that I give a fuck?
    The only time I feel fine is when im high
    The only time I fit in is when Im left alone
    The only reason im alive is because I put others before myself
    I dont want anybody to experience what I am going through now, from my past, and in my future
    Why do i a 15 year old visualize my future as being dead?
    Why the fuck am I alive right now
    After 7 failed attempts
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    :hug: white
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