I'm tired of my non-existing life. I'm 18 soon and I feel like giving up already. I spend all my time home like I have always done. What can I do to get a life? I feel like I am a disappointment for my parents. I'm a LOOSER. Not a NERD, GEEK but A LOOSER. I suck at this thing called life. It's GAME OVER for me. See you in the afterlife! I'm gonna end this ASAP, I just need to find a good way.