I will die soon, nobody can say anything or do anything to stop it. I won't tell you when or how, but I will try and find a way to let you guys know, once the deed is done, I don't mind sticking around in the mean time, and don't be surprised if i act completly normally. I want to try and tie up some loose ends, and make things as easy as I can for the couple of people that I'm going to hurt, there isn't much I can do about you guys I'm afraid, but regardless of what you say here, most of you will manage to cope, I'm sure.
A couple of people I will hurt really badly, I know, and the damage limitation I can do is minimal but I will do what I can. They are no longer reason enough for me to continue to suffer, they will find a way to cope in time, and if they don't then (without meaning to seem cruel) they can always make the same decision as I have done.