Discussion in 'Domestic Abuse' started by absolution, May 1, 2010.

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  1. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    I cant get it out of my head!

    he is suppose to be out of my life yet when i close my eyes he is there...

    fuck i cant do this anymore....i dont want to see it anymore....ffs :cry:

    Why did he have to do this to me? why cant i believe its not my fault.

    Im scared and dont know where to turn except to just end my life. :i'm sorry:
  2. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    he did it to you because he was "sick".......it's not your fault ....he led you to believe it was your fault to keep you quiet....
    I can't even imagine what it was like for you but please fight it...:hug:
  3. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    Thanks hun...im working on it...dont know how much longer i can do it.

    My mom wont look me in the face....she makes fun of me.... and i just am ready to let go. Im not worth shit anyways
  4. carekitty

    carekitty Guest

    You are a living human soul, and you are worth everything. Don't let what he did take this away from you.

    What he did was wrong. But they don't usually absorb any of the guilt, so we get it all.

    My mom blamed me for what my dad did, at times that was worse than what he did. I don't know why anyone would not stick up for and protect their offspring. If someone hurt my son, I'd kill them. Your mom has no business making fun of you.

    Please hang in there. I know it hurts, but please try. PM me if I can help.
  5. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    thank you hun.... :hug: :cry:
  6. minime

    minime Well-Known Member

  7. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy


    Shit thoughts of it being my fault keep coming back...over and over again it replays in my head never letting up... i want out of my head. i want him out!!
  8. twistedwhispers

    twistedwhispers Member & Antiquities Friend


    I would give anything to be able to take those feelings
    away from you.

    You are worth so much. He is/was a piece of shit to do to
    you what he did.

    I am sorry your mom is not supporting you.

  9. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    :nerves: i just dont know who i am anymore...he made me a fucked up person... and ill never get to be who i want to be so whats the point of trying anymore? :hug:
  10. BP#1

    BP#1 Well-Known Member

    I have the key to release your feelings, Holy shit it was in front of me all the time.... l felt like you couple weeks ago, l meta girl that experienced situation that made her feel like that too. She told me the secret..... PM me, l have to go right now..... Joseph....
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