FUCK IT. I finally get my fucking life together, FINALLY. I like school for once, I broke out of my shell, had my first boyfriend, I HAD SELF ESTEEM! I liked knowing I was working for something valuable for my future and doing something for it. I reconnected with some old friends, actually ogt a social life and started going out more. I made new friends. For the first time in my life I felt NORMAL. Then I find out I have court tomorrow, my attourney calls me saying that it doesnt look like it's going to work out in my favor and I might be taken out of my home and put into yet ANOTHER group home for the 5th time. I was truant when I was 12-13 because I had no self esteem, the kids in my class would make fun of me because I had an allergic reaction which scared my skin on my face. I was 14 and I was put into a group home because, as sad as this sounds, I was addicted to an online game and refused to goto school. I turned 15 in a group home, I went to school, I can honestly say that placed helped my find myself and be okay with what I found. I've been home for almost a yea rnow, for this year I felt really good. I've slipped up a few times, I've skipped a couple days with friends, but not NEARLY as bad as it was before. My grades suck, I missed out alot in the past 4 years, so I'm getting tutoring and trying to help myself. I don't see WHY they have to do this to me? I mean what have I done that's so wrong? Why me? I turned 16 this past week, and ever since then life has been going down hill. My self esteem sucked, my boyfriend broke up with me, a few girls in school have been fucking with me but it was nothing major until now. Now this. I CANT do it anymore. I spent 2 years in hell, and I'm not wasting anymore of my life. I'd rather be fucking dead then going through that shit. I really would..