Okay, so i've tried not to, i've tried to be normal, for this one person above all. then this one person takes all that i give and takes it for granted. doesn;t even notice me. i dont wanna upset by cutting, but its the only thing i know that make me feel better, but i feel so guilty cos this one person doesnt give a shit - even though they know they dont even try to help. fuck them, i say. fuck all of them!