Fuck this, I'm done

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by wibble, Jun 3, 2009.

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  1. wibble

    wibble Well-Known Member

    Right, this might be my last post on here. I've got the 12 gauge loaded and sat beside me. I'm not staying here any longer than I have to.

    All I ever wanted was a normal life. thats it. My dream is someones mundane reality. I tried to stay positive, I tried to stay focused. but enough is enough.

    All it would have taken is my dad to stay in one night and talk to me instead of fucking off to the pub every night. All it would have taken is my mum to actually listen to me instead of shouting and screaming at me. All it would have taken is for someone, anyone, to say they love me, instead of spitting at me in the street or telling me what a failure I am.

    At the end of the day, all I am is an overweight, ugly freak with no rights to live. I used to fear death, now I spend my nights praying to the so called "God" of the christians that I can die.

    All my close friends are dead. Those friends I do have left never bother with me. Why could none of them spend any time with me? Am I honestly such a bad person that I don't deserve someone who loves me?

    I'll admit, I'm a killer and I pay the price every fucking day. I can't take it any more.

    Thank you all for everything you have done for me (apart from that one c*nthole, you know who you are)

    If I see the dawn, I'll be very suprised.
     
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  2. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    Wibble... :hug:

    You need to call 911.

    Please...
     
  3. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Please don't do it!!
    There are people who care. I know it's not the same as having someone IRL ... but it's something.
    Always here if you need anything. I hope you come back!
     
  4. Remedy

    Remedy Chat & Forum Buddy

    I hope you're still with us.. Parents can really screw you up I understand that, you needed support, a family, and they didn't provide it.
    Please hang in there, things CAN get better, it just takes time and a lil effort. My PM box is open if you want someone to talk to, I'd like to help. :hug:
     
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I hope you didn't go through with it. :(

    We're all here for you :hug:
     
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