I can understand the pain and turmoil you're going through, but is taking it out on us lot really going to help? We're here to support you in whatever problems you have, and each and every one of us is willing to sit down and listen to you vent. We're not here to judge anybody or anything, and that includes you. If you want to talk, then my inbox is always open for you if you want to drop in a message.
Just remember, we're here to help, not to judge.