FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU I don't give a fuck about trying to be sober anymore life sucks and it way too boring and I am too goddamn depressed and my life has gotten 1000% worse since I got sober so fuck it. Imma drink and do drugs until I fuckin die and I don't give a fuck if I fuckin OD we all gonna die anyway FUCK IT! I go to an elite school anyway and have been going to school drinking and doing drugs for 3 years straight and still got almost a 3.0 so I am doing fuckin fine and I will end up successful anyway especially since I need money to have anything even close to happiness. MONEY BUYS HAPPINESS. Money gives you fuckin everything. Nice cars, good food, sex, drugs, alcohol, vacations, fuckin everything. I gotta have money and without money life fucking sucks and without alcohol and drugs life fucking sucks so FUCK IT I am going to do whatever it takes to get all of it until my casket drops mother fuckers. Fuck you.