And your FAKE HAPPYNESS! Talking to myself is better than talking to you! And I have no idea what to talk about but DAMNIT. ?!!? But im happy youre finding moments to be happy. Ill leave because IM NOT HAPPY. But atleast youre trying. ID ONT CARE. I want to TALK about darker deeper things. Instead of a fucking smiley. We just dont mix. It's not an insult, it's just a lack of momentary mixing between us. Leave you to it. Im used to swirling along in my head.