she constantly fucken lies to me lies to the councilers lies to the school makin them belevie im cutting for attention. i just cant do it anymore im shuting down. all of u are here for me but when somethins wrong with u and i ask if ur ok or if u wanna talk im treated like shit by few. so im not gonna talk to anyone bout my problems beacuse if i cant be here for u i dont want u here for me. my mom is doin everythin to hurt me and i just cant take it anymore. if she rips me away from viki im runnin away im gettin out of this place. im sick of her hurtin me. i cant do it anymore.im life is a waste and i dont enjoy it.