Guys I'm really fucked up..I realized tonight that I'm broken, way more than I ever thought I could be. I can't stop thinking/obsessing about death and planning my suicide constantly. I don't want to be here anymore or at least 99% of me doesn't, the other 1 percent is trying to live, it just can't, I feel so overwhelmed and all I want to do is cut like crazy until I simply can't feel anymore, and everything's just floating away. I don't want to burden anyone, especially all of you here, you all have been so kind and so willing to listen to me, I can't thank you guys enough for that. I'm sorry I'm so weak I just can't hide my feelings anymore.