I CANT TAKE THIS! MOTHER FUCKING BULLSHIT! No matter what i do i hurt others! FUCK! IF I LIVE I HURT THEM, IF I DIE I HURT THEM! SHIT! WHY THE FUCKING SHIT IS MY LIFE SO FUCKING SCREWED UP?!? shit! everything is so fucking complicated... ...i wonder how long i can keep going on...FUCK! it just fucking hurts! BULLSHIT! almost everyone i know leads a bloody normal life, how come i cant?!? MOTHER FUCK! (*sorry about the fucking language, can't help it*) FUCK!