So damn much pain today. I am fucking tired of it. And of a medical system that doesn't
give a damn. I shouldn't have bladder cancer, but might. And takes 6 weeks to get it checked. Will finally get in on 7/25. As long as this has been going on, I am bloody dead, if it is cancer. Dead sounds really good to me these days, but not via cancer. And you can't even get pain pills anymore because so many assholes have abused them. I just hope the damn doctors, politicians and their families have to go through some of this same stuff in the near future. Let them experience the hell they so casually put the rest of us through.
give a damn. I shouldn't have bladder cancer, but might. And takes 6 weeks to get it checked. Will finally get in on 7/25. As long as this has been going on, I am bloody dead, if it is cancer. Dead sounds really good to me these days, but not via cancer. And you can't even get pain pills anymore because so many assholes have abused them. I just hope the damn doctors, politicians and their families have to go through some of this same stuff in the near future. Let them experience the hell they so casually put the rest of us through.
