So, my mental health worker calls on friday leaving a message to contact her. Finally after leaving her a message in November!! I had to miss theNov. appt. but told her to call me during my appt. time and we would atleast talk because I needed some help desperately. She never called. I return her today and tell her of my attempts and the horrible events ( what I can remember of them) from friday night. I tell her that I've had it. No more anything. No more leaving the house and that I just want to be alone when I die. Can't deal with anything anymore. Take me off her patient list. She says I'm booking you for the 23rd. And if I can't make it that we can atleast talk during my appt time. WTF!!!! Things just always seem to come full circle. Does she really think that I'm that stupid? Once bitten twice shy!!!!