I was working at a department store, and I had been taking meds for Schizoaffective disorder that cost more than I was making, and I really didn't have any options. So I got my method together, and the plan was when I ran out of money I was going to the hospital and donate my organs. So I break up with my girlfriend, and she tells like everyone about it, and one day I make a joke about how annoying the music was and I guess I kind of made a suicidal gesture which became a big deal. So I was in a situation where people were treating me like a child and I found a good way to defuse it. I went up to the same guy I made that joke with, and I said. "Hey man, I'm feeling really depressed, can I have 20 dollars?" Everytime I met the guy I'd make that joke. "There's no telling what I will do to myself if I don't get that $20" "You know Andrew Jackson is a personal hero of mine, I'd just love to have his face in my pocket right now, I'm going through a rough time." Pretty soon they stopped talking to me like a baby or being concerned and all that bullsh*t.