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Born on a Monday.
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I had planned for this place to be a safe spot, a new start, a stop in the road to recovery. Things have turned out differently. Loss, physical and mental wear, not having secure spaces of my own, being an afterthought constantly. Things are bleak as ever. I'm doing nothing in life. I'm making choices I know are bad for me, and I don't even know why. I don't give myself much longer to be honest. This will probably be my last post here, apologies for being a bother.
 

KindaOtiose

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Hi. I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. You aren't a "bother" at all here, and you don't need to apologize for anything.

I'm sorry things seem so bleak for you at the moment. Sometimes, when we are depressed, our lives and our futures can seem more bleak than they actually may be. I'm also sorry you feel like you've accomplished nothing and that you've made bad choices. Recognizing these bad choices are the first steps to improving, and these bad choices don't have to define your future. Nothing is irreparable.

Suicide is never the best answer. You can always share more here if you want.

Stay safe. Sending hugs *brohug.
 

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