hello everyone. i'll make this short & to the point. my name is amber. i am 20-years-young. :biggrin: i joined this site because it seems as if i might be able to find people 'like me.' perhaps - friends who will better understand my mood swings, my frustration over nothing, & my depression. [i seem to have outrageous highs & extreme lows; never anything in between]. maybe - and this is moreso my goal - i will find someone who can understand me; help me to better understand myself. i have many friends, but they don't get me. please, for whatever reason, don't hesitate to IM me: MischievousBaBie, or E-Mail me: [email protected] or [email protected]. tell me about yourself or tell me about your frustrations. i want to be able to relate to someone, b/c most of the time i feel so alone. i feel like i'm the only one who considers death as life's only road to happiness. i have attempted suicide before, which landed me in the psycho ward for a week. and, i have O.D. on sleep pills to ease the hurt i can't cure. i'm awful with relationships, and constantly target my boyfriend as the receiver of my insanity. i've been through a lot, so - believe it or not, i can offer semi-decent advice. that's really all i have to say. i'll be posting quite a bit on here. hope i get to know some people better. <3