Y'know, I posted around to try and get some help, and I found another forum like a psych forum for mental health support. I posted the same thing there I posted here in the sf, and all I got was one reply. Here I am, awake at midnight because I'm not feeling well, and that one reply consists of some bitch calling me a stalker. Showing no sympathy for me, telling me who I am and that I need loads of help. I'm sorry but I don't think I'm a "stalker" yeah I can get obsessed with people extremely easily, but it's not the kind of obsession people fear. It's more of a I write your name all over my notebook, rather than a I sit out of your house watching to see when you're going to come out next. A stalker is someone who is constantly out to find someone and interfere with every aspect of their life just to see them. All I do is have romantic feelings for them, and try to talk to them about it in school. And none of them have said "You scare me, get the hell away from me". I just feel so violated right now, of my self-being... because I've been called that before, and having that person say it so confidently on that forum made me upset.