gah.. *triggering*

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Xistence, Apr 10, 2008.

  1. Xistence

    Xistence Well-Known Member

    I'm such a worthless piece of shit... :cry:
    I don't deserve to live.. I don't deserve friends.. hell.. like they are really friends with me.. they say they care.. they say they love me.. yeah sure.. damn it. everyone is better off if I isolate myself..

    I need to cut.. I need to bleed.. I deserve it so much.. I don't deserve to have a friend like her.. I would give anything for her :cry: but she can't feel the same way.. I need this..

    I need to pay for every fucking thing I have done.. every screw up.. every damn time I bothered people

    no mercy.. not anymore.. hopefully I won't need stiches.. :cry: