I have never been so pissed in my life. I swear I thought and very stupidly I might add that things couldnt get any worse than they were. If it was just one thing going on, but lots of little things surrounding it, I would be ok. But NO this is all seperate shit! Work is driving me crazy, I swear I could of hit someone. My family is driving me off the wall, I mean seriously leave me alone, we dont speak for a reason so back the fuck off. My friends I cant seem to help, but lord knows I try. I have no idea where I am going wrong there. And to top it all off I have fallen back into my old ways, how bloody perfect. I know its wrong, and I try to stop but I suck at it. Someone told me I would snap eventually, and I have. I am so enraged right now, if I didnt just type it out I would go off on someone undeserving. I think sometimes that God gets pleasure from watching us squirm. I dont know what I am going to do, I am just so pissed!!!!