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Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Anni, Mar 8, 2010.

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  1. Anni

    Anni Well-Known Member

    i really think i should go
    i dont see the point of staying for other people when i hurt
    im not useful or helpful
    i wouldnt be missed
    i cant stand life
    i cant do it
    i hate myself so much, every single tiny little thing
    i hate my personality, i hate how i look, i hate the stupid shit i do, i hate whats happened and i hate how i cant just forget
    i hate how i want to be happy yet i cant be, or im scared to be, or whatever
    i hate hope, i hate hoping that somehow it will all get better, because it fucking crushes when its all the same or worse
    i just want out
    i dont know why im posting this
    its not like i actually matter
    ugh
    ignore me
    like u all should
     
  2. mikey -g-

    mikey -g- Well-Known Member

    i dont want you to go
    you are helpful, youve helped me
    i would miss you if you werent here
    and i cant ignore you, because i care
     
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I care too Anni you talk to me on chat you are kind and i do understand why you feel the way you do as i feel the same way.
    I would miss you i would please stay safe okay
     
  4. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I have read where you help others on here too.....
    I don't want you to hurt yourself...please stay here and talk .....hugs
     
  5. Anni

    Anni Well-Known Member

    :(
    i want to hurt myself =/ a lot
    or i need to rather
     
  6. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    Anni I'm not sure if you are having therapy or other help?.....
    have you ever had cognitive behaviour therapy?....it's helped me a lot to stop being so down on myself...a habit a lot of us seem to have in common here....
    it's not a quick fix but if you want to die anyway maybe giving it a go first might help....
    just a stab in the dark ..hugs
     
  7. Anni

    Anni Well-Known Member

    ive been having counselling but i hate it
    i dont like talking face to face
    im so fucking stupid and pathetic
     
  8. mikey -g-

    mikey -g- Well-Known Member

    youre not stupid or pathetic. whats making you feel this way?
     
  9. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    *hugs*.... I agree with mikey-g-
     
  10. Anni

    Anni Well-Known Member

    I just am stupid and pathetic. Theres so much i wish i could talk about but i cant. I really dont want this anymore. Its so fucking hard
    :-(
     
  11. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    you are ANNI, i cant ignore you.
     
  12. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    Anni you are not stupid OR pathetic

    you sound a lot like me - well except that you CAN talk to a counselor which actually gives you a better chance

    people have suggested to me that a try writing my words or thoughts down so that i could just give them to people who can help

    could you do that? would that help?
     
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