I dont get it, i feel stressed, and i fell so depressed, but i dont even know what is causing all the damn feelings. I feel ill, but i dont know if i got sickness from father, or if i an stessing myself sick. I want to vomit, if i do maybe i fell better, im almost inclined to make myself vomit, or otherwise SI. I dont know why i feel all this, and it only adds to my frustration, how the hell is anyone supposed to understand me if i cant even understand me???