Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by SashaJade, Jan 20, 2011.

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  1. SashaJade

    SashaJade Well-Known Member

    So i'm trying not to cut; but I can't even do that right.
    My arms are cut from a previous session today, but I still feel like it isn't enough. I haven't destroyed this horrific body to a good enough level. I can't even self destruct properly.

    All I want is one big cut; One that will finally make me need medical attention for it.

    It's all I can think about. Making my body show the hurt i'm feeling inside. Make everyone see i'm really not ok.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I hope you do not hurt you okay. You have been hurt enough You want someone to hear you pain not see it. Please pick up the phone call the crisis and talk to someone please let them hear you pain tell them you need help now okay You deserve kindness and healing please reach out and get it.
  3. Ravenwing

    Ravenwing Well-Known Member

    Sasha, you're not horrific. :console: :hug: I feel your pain though. I cut the other day and felt like I needed more. But holding onto an ice cube helped. Can you phone the Samaritans? Or pm me? Please try and talk to someone.
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