Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Kiba, Apr 22, 2011.

  1. Kiba

    Kiba Well-Known Member

    I just GAHHHhhhhhh!!!!!!!! I went out and saw some ppl I kinda know and was at the damn Transit Center where the buses come and an officer comes n tells us no be hanging out over there smoking!! GOD!!! I told the ppl I was hanging with I had to go.. And walking home I'm just trying to keep myself together... I can't handle cops or anything like it!!! They trigger me to hell!! And then when I was walking these damn images of suicide kept popping up in my fucking mind!!! WHY?!! Fucking Suicide Methods just GAHHHHHHH!!!!! I haven't even had these specific ones in a few years!! And it makes anything I look at.. Like I just imagine killing myself! I just wana say FUCK YOU!! I'm sick of these "swings" and It's weird.. One moment I'm doing really well and next my mind decides to "imagine" suicide!! WTF???

    Ok.. I'm done with my stupid rant.. :rant:
  2. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    I hate cops too. especially ones that try to bully you.

    sometimes I wonder what the consequences would be if I just told them to go to hell. maybe it would be worth it to not have to put up with their crap

    sorry that this happend to you, and I hope that things can get better
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I hate police that think they're above everyone else, sorry you're having a hard time. :hug: :hug: :hug:
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    im sorry i hope you are feeling better now hugs
  5. ThornThatNeverHeals

    ThornThatNeverHeals Well-Known Member

    :hug: sis, i dont think he meant to upset you, but i understand how people feel of cops. Please try to udnerstand him, and try to heal yourself at the same time. I hope you are feeling better, and im always here for you :hug: