Got a skinny appearance ever since early teenhood. Never really thought body image issues back then because I was too frequently subjected to physical and mental abuse. Things, however, leaned on the other side when I got freed from foster care. Started to notice changes in my body but couldn't really do much since I'd a meager sum. Eventually, the lower abdomen started to pop out and became a bit fleshy. Same thing happened around hips and that has become too much to bear. I used to do heavy exercises to build muscle but gradually went out of money and food and stopped dreaming of that athletic stature that I used to cherish in my head and has been reduced to a bony gaunt since having no regular supplies for 2-3 months. Still that popped out lower belly has no effect whilst all of my major muscles around arms, chest, thighs etc have reduced to a thin sheet veiling the bones. Consequently, I've been subjected to binge eating whenever I get some edible stuff in abundance. The hair are shedding at an express rate and partial baldness appears to exist on head. I've tried slicing off that extra flesh on lower belly but that went horribly bloody and futile. Hasn't it become some unnecessarily convoluted shit? What else would a homeless trash expect from his damn body? But it sucks! At least for me!