I want to be in a relationship... with another girl. where I'm from that is not acceptable. my mom is ok with my sexuality, as is my brother and I know my sister would be too if I told her. My dad and uncle are a different story though and its there opinion I value the most. I want to be accepted in my community for who I am and I know I won't be. Also I fucked up my friendship with my best friend by sleeping with her and now she is hardly talking to me and it hurts me so fucking bad :'( I want a girlfriend but no girls are interested in me. I thought I was bi as I have slept with fellas before but since I slept with my friend all I can think about is girls and the thought of sleeping with a fella again repulses me. I am so confused about my sexuality now and I have noone to talk to about it. Please, any advice would be so much appriciated.