Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by RyanKey=MyLife, Feb 1, 2009.
If I stay another day in this house with this so called family idk what i'll do
I've been in the same situation. But stick it out, seriously. Walking out won't do you any good, I know from experience. The last time I'd had enough, I slept in a bus station and it was the worst night of my life.
Last week my Dad kicked me out but I managed to stay at my friends house. I was still awful though.
I know it's hard but just try and get on with your family. It's better for you, seriously. :hug:
Thanks for replying
I ran away before, but ended up going back, otherwise I would of ended up on a park bench all night
Isn't there anywhere else I could go?(not family)
hi . . . . . i am worried about you! i know this is SO hard. but it may be a 'thinking point'. . . if you could stay in your own mental/emotional space in your family's house - and be non-reactive (think zen...............) and just, seriously - just let everything wash over you - not affecting you.
sure. easier said than done. i struggle in THAT everyday. i totally live in a house where i am not wanted. and have no choice of anywhere else to go (sadly, i'm 45. geez. husband just doesn't want me.) at times i say - what life is this - if i don't have anywhere to be, to go , where i feel welcomed or wanted!?!?!
but - you are in a good place here. people here help me feel like a person, instead of a NOTHING , each and everyday. i'm here for you anytime. and if i was on your side of the world i would try to help more! the sofa ! : )
so please just stay here, talk to us, and we'll all try to help each other. :hug:
Don't run away,it's too dangerous. Have you told your family how you feel?
How old are you? :arms:
My so called family obviously know how I fell, as they've took me to counsellors as I'm the problem(well to them anyways)
Also I'm 17:smile: