My life feels like it's spinning out of control. Here the past blends with the present to make worlds of pain. I can feel, and I really wish I couldn't. I just want to scream and rant, but I can't. I have to sit, be calm, play nice with others. I've told the boy I want to hit him, and he just shrugs and says 'okay' but I know if I ever do he'll be afraid of me. It's bad enough I'm afraid of him. I don't need him afraid of me. I'm terrified that I might be pregnant. I'm on the pill, but I don't know if when you're on the placebo you can get pregnant. Anyways, that's my little rant of please help me nao with the not going insane? Plox?