get this way

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by DayOn, Nov 1, 2007.

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  1. DayOn

    DayOn Active Member

    Anyone else get this way
    when you get in a car
    and it starts speeding away on the freeway
    you wish that you'd suddenly get into an accident
    before you can register in your mind what's going on
    skiiid then BAM
    and away you go
    everytime i get on the freeway
    i keep thinking about it
    fantasizing
    and praying to god to let it happen
    it seems like such a nice way to go
    no decision moment, no thinking
    just bam and you're gone
    i wish i had my own car
    i would get on the freeway
    go the fastest i can go
    so fast i get this adrenaline rush and every pore in my body is tingling
    feels like you're floating in a spaceship in outerspace if you close your eyes
    you feel weightless
    ill laugh like crazy
    then swerve or press the break
    then everything will go black
    and i dont give a shit about other casualties
    hahahaha
     
  2. saint6

    saint6 Well-Known Member

    almost everytime i get in a car, in my mind i practically pray for an accident..... i dont no why and i cant control it, every single time i do it goes through my mind.
     
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