Getting all set. I am writting my letters now. Ive been in therapy. And ive been on meds but right now im not. And my symptoms are all over. My head is cloudy my thoughts are scrambled and my mind is daydreaming and i dont know where it goes. Im very irritable and downright angry. Im cutting deeper. And its not working to much. My doc hasnt called me back. Im also very overwhelmed. Really cant take any more. Four kids, moving,full time school and a single parent with no family. Just get me out of here. Ive practiced where im gonna go. And looked up how to do it. Almost ready.