Okay, here's the thing. Most people say that I act and look like any other guy which is true with the exception of me being overly sensitive and I prefer guys over girls in terms of casual and romantic company. This made me think I'm gay. I have not much interest in dating girls right now but I feel that I should start thinking about. I grew up being bullied as gay so the idea stuck in my mind is that being gay is wrong and something to be ashamed of that's why I told myself that I would marry to a girl in the future. That way, I might be able to push the idea of liking guys away from my head and be able to help continue our family lineage which should be a responsibility of a man. I also would like to have a biological child, something that I might not be able to have if I married to a guy. On that note, I'm really getting confused on what I am? Gay or bi or whatever? My other problem is what if I don't get the interest of dating a girl or find the girl that would be my future wife? What if I am unable to find a male partner for me? I would end up being alone through my entire life. I've lived my life like that already, I don't want to live like that for the rest of my life. Any opinions?