So, I have a fear of psychiatrists. I finally started going to one so I could get meds to treat my ADHD, but in order to not prolong the visit I lied about history of depression, suicidal thoughts, drug use, etc. because I was ok at the time. but now I'm not ok. I don't know what to do about it. I'm afraid to tell the truth but I'm also afraid to not get help. any advice?