I smoke pot just so I can put a smile on my face, but once I feel myself smiling, I then start to cry because I realize how little I actually smile in real life when I'm not high. When I smile, it feels like my smile muscles in my face are finally coming out of hiding. Maybe I literally have weak smile muscles because I walk around unhappy all the time? It's like a double-edged sword: I smoke to feel happy, but then I end up even more depressed because I realize how unhappy I am. I still smoke though, because it's worth every second of happiness that I feel, even though I turn a complete 180 and feel sad afterwards. Does this happen to anybody else? Anyone have a little advice for me? Much appreciated! Thank you.